I’ve always wanted to be truely happy, that is my one wish in this world. I’ve been trying desperately for the past year and a half to make this at least in the smallest regard, possible. I’ve been through so much in life in just the past year and a half and I’ve done so much to try and start myself on this path back to happiness. I finally feel like I’ve gotten started on that journey. Not everything is absolutely perfect or am I completely blissful, but I’m starting to see the brighter side and I’m finally able to not feel a burden. I’m getting my hope back, and honestly without hope nothing would be possible and I thank God for that.
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everyone needs that one place where they can go to be happy and lately its been difficult to find that place so i decided to make it. if everyone should deserve one thing, that one thing should be to be happy. i finally decided i deserve to be happy; if you haven't already, the sooner the better.
with love,
clyn
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Corinne Bailey Rae - “Put Your Records On”
you realize slowly the pain begins to fade. everyday when the memories rush back, they’re the tiniest more bearable than the day before. they sting just a little bit less, but that’s what keeps you going. you realize that you do feel better, not from yesterday or tomorrow; but a week, a month, a year ago you were never this strong. everything gets worse before it gets better. you’ve seen the worst, you’ve felt the bottom; now the only place to go is up. by the smallest increments you’re finding yourself, soon everything will be okay. its your human right to be happy, don’t let anything ever keep you from that.

