you realize slowly the pain begins to fade. everyday when the memories rush back, they’re the tiniest more bearable than the day before. they sting just a little bit less, but that’s what keeps you going. you realize that you do feel better, not from yesterday or tomorrow; but a week, a month, a year ago you were never this strong. everything gets worse before it gets better. you’ve seen the worst, you’ve felt the bottom; now the only place to go is up. by the smallest increments you’re finding yourself, soon everything will be okay. its your human right to be happy, don’t let anything ever keep you from that.
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everyone needs that one place where they can go to be happy and lately its been difficult to find that place so i decided to make it. if everyone should deserve one thing, that one thing should be to be happy. i finally decided i deserve to be happy; if you haven't already, the sooner the better.
with love,
clyn
